God and I

I feel Like a lonely child, living without any family, no father, mother, sisters or (brothers) (friends).

where are you Lord?

I can;t feel you, I can;t hear you. Lord own me, please own me. I can't live anymore not hearing your voice. speak Lord. I am lost let me know lord.

A Prayer

My pain is so great

My pain hurts my head

My pain is so long

I am sure, I go to bed each nights, a scare of not waking up the next day to see my children.

My pain is my bills

My pain is my scare

I want to know when will I be able to live pain free, and fearless.

I guess I was born to bear pain and struggles, but that won't hold me back from moving on.

My pain, My pain go away, and don't come back.

Lord I need you now. Please don't forsaken me. I have not done any wrongs, that causes these types of afflictions.

forgive me lord. I want to focus all on you but how can I when there are so much to deal with.

A song (story) From My heart.

1. Lord, Lord, Lord god, almight who take awy the troblems of the owrld.

Chorus: Lord, Lord, Lord, Lord, Lord God here,

here, here lord. Here I am lord,

seeking seeking seeking your guardance,

 lord lord lord here I am.

2. I am tired of living like a lonely child, I have no eartly parents but I know that you, that you will take care of me.

Here I am , Here I am , lord Here I am

3.You gave me three children and I believed that they are the gifts from you.

I will serve you through them. I will do My best my best, lord.

4. Lord, Lord I need your help today, and forever. I can't pay my bills but I know, I know, yes I know you will take care of everything. Lord here, oh here lord. Here I am Lord, Lord I need you today.

ME: Here I am

THIS IS ME: Lord, I am weak, but grateful
Lord, I am not faithful to you, I have been disobeident to your calling.
I break commitments between us.
Lord teach me, I don't have anything in common with this world that I live in but not apart.
I don't any one who care for me earthly, teach me to be grateful for the relationship that I have with you.
I want to be prefect, I want to hear your voice at all time..
I want to know more of you and your plan. I know you have blessed me with gifts and I want to use those gift. open door and way where i may use the gifts to give you glory. I want to heal the broken and lost once.
Amen
Amen.

God's Leardership Ps 23:6 (PART 6)

Surely goodness and love shall follow me all the days of my life.
And I will dwell in the house of the lord, (forever) for the rest of my life.

Lord, here I am  ready for your fullness of direction in my life to give you glory,
I am hungry for your words, living without you is not my way, I need your words so I may walk each day. Your word is the light to my path and the batteries that I need to move about this world.
Let your will be done across this world
Amen

God's Leardership Ps 23:5 (PART 5)

You preapare a table infront of me

in the presence of my enemies

you amointed my head with oil;

my cup overflows.

God, father, thank you for the knoweledge,

wisdom and undersatnding,

I am a free person

because of your love and blessings

Amen.

God's Leardership Ps 23:4 (PART 4)

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil, for you are with me;
Your rod and staff the comfort me.

Lord, thank you for your comfort,
I will not have any fear, for you are with me at
all time, I continue to praise your name in the good
 and  hard times
Amen.